I'm not SICK of home yet or anything, but it's strange because it feels like I never left.
It feels like Katimavik was like this crazy good dream that I just got woken up out of. Everything here just seemed to stay the same, the views out of the windows are unchanging as are the cold outside winter conditions.
Oh dear,
I've been looking into different options for University and living arrangements and for jobs. All of it is so scary and overwhelming. Right now where the 'wants' are, is to work here in a cafe-ish place, take creative writing in Montreal. But I seriously get aniexty and mini panic attacks when I think about my future and my to do list and things. I haven't been jobless since I was 14 years old, and ever since then I've had a job or volunteer placement before I've quit my previous job. So getting a job is high on my to do list. :P
I got to see the bestie yesterday and I get to see my other bestie tomorrow! It's really great to see old friends and it's as if things pick up just where they left off, which is great. Me and Lisa had a lot to talk about and me and Cally will too.
Today I spent about 3 hours writing letters to the group. (:
Writing letters to my Katima family hasn't given me complete closure but it's helped for sure. Now I have a neat little stack of Katima letters on my beside table and it gives me comfort to think I can slip them into a local mail box and they will find their way to my closest friends when I cannot.
I just got the new Black Eyed Peas CD off Itunes, oh wow it's so good. Is so is french texting Eve, tehe, keep the French language alive, so scared to forget the little bit I learnt.
A part of being home I really love is seeing my dog Cleo all the time. She is seriously the cutest thing ever.
Didn't know a dog was allowed to be this cute?
I'm sorry my new blog is so much more boring than my Katima blog, I need to some how turn my normal life interesting. Tehe, wait until I get a job.
Thanks for reading. (:
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